I have to admit, I'm a little emotional this morning. I got a little choked up in the voting booth.
As some of you may know, I was once, at a very vulnerable time, not able to return to America from abroad.
I was in London, which is a wonderful place, but I wanted to come home and couldn't. Until that time in my life, I had not considered myself a patriotic American in any way. In fact, I scoffed at those who were "patriotic," since our country was so profoundly flawed and unjust and immoral, etc (I was in my 20s).
But during those six months when I was stranded abroad, I suddenly realized that I am an American and that I love being an American. My son Jack was born in London (which was the reason we were detained so long - he was premature), and I had to register his birth with the local authorities in order to obtain a birth certificate. So one day I went to the appropriate government building and started filling out the paper work. I filled in Jack's name, his parents' names, and other information. I think I wrote in the time and location of his birth. Then I had to write in his nationality and I remember my hand actually shaking as I wrote, "American."
Until that time I didn't have a sense of what a stroke of luck it was just to have been born an American citizen. You'll have to read the book if you want to find out more. Let's just say that when we landed in Boston with our new little American I was extremely emotional about being home, and to this day I get a little flipped out about traveling overseas. I really like it here.
So, these last weeks of the campaign I've been listening very carefully to both candidates and today I voted for the candidate that I think is the most patriotic. I didn't vote for the candidate who thinks that there's a "real" type of American that resides in certain geographical areas, but rejects those who choose to live a lifestyle that isn't in lockstep with his. I voted for the one who, over and over again in his speeches at rallies these past months, has sung the praises of this country and had a message of hope, not fear and divisiveness. I can't turn on the TV, because the lines at the polling places make me get all emotional and goose-bumpy. Today, one of my son's best friends was in the booth next to mine.
I'm happy and anxious. I feel it will be a long day.

Comments (5)
Ann, I think no matter who you vote for today, the fact that there is so much energy and excitement for this election is remarkable. To see lines at polling places and the spirit of Patriotism is overwhelming. We have some very difficult times ahead of us, but tomorrow we will wake up with a new President elect and a clear path awaits us. Perhaps Americans finally understand the importance of Rocking the Vote!
Here's to working through the long day of goose-bumps.
Posted by Mary L | November 4, 2008 10:40 AM
Posted on November 4, 2008 10:40
Ann,
I just returned from voting and there was a long line and everyone was smiling, even while waiting. It was great to see that. The kids are all voting as well, even Cait by absentee ballot. You are right, even with all the flaws in the system, there isn't another place on Earth that beats the U.S.A.
Neil
Posted by Neil | November 4, 2008 11:09 AM
Posted on November 4, 2008 11:09
Like you I can not watch TV today, (well - Animal Planet is on).
After I voted, I said a prayer of Thanks that we are able to live in this WONDERFUL, FREE country. We must never take for granted the blessings that have been bestowed upon us. Living abroad can certainly bring our liberties in to focus, very quickly. No place is perfect, nor will ever be, but I would not choose to live anywhere else. We must all do our part to take care of what we have and nurture it with love.
God Bless the USA.
Posted by Sandy O | November 4, 2008 5:06 PM
Posted on November 4, 2008 17:06
Loved this post. I had a similar realization while living in England. The UK had been idealized in my mind. While I still love England, I discovered that I'm truly in love with America when I was overseas. It's a beautiful and blessed country.
Can't wait to read this book! :-)
Posted by Alyson (New England Living) | November 4, 2008 5:49 PM
Posted on November 4, 2008 17:49
That is so odd, that is how i felt today when i voted just very luck and empowered.
Posted by tammy | November 4, 2008 9:15 PM
Posted on November 4, 2008 21:15